Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Its Been Awhile

So, its been a while.
After the GRR I took a break from running and working out. I felt I needed an deserved it. Plus, after all your energy and focus has been on something like that, you sort of deflate afterwards. I needed time to relish the moment and come down from all the training.

Now, after all that, not too much is going on. Continuing with the trainer (not for much longer), not really worrying about the running right now, just more on working out. I feel rejuvenated and inspired to keep living this way and make the push to be exactly where I want. I'm starting to feel happy with myself and thats a place I havent been in years!

Besides that I've been having a bit of a pity party for myself. Alot of my friends are getting married, moving to new places, having babies, and I've felt stagnant. I feel like I'm stuck in the same position, trying to move forward, but getting nowhere. I'm kind of in the process of buying/building a town home. With loans the way they are these days, nothing is guaranteed, so I havent wanted to blog about it and get my hopes up. The process is more than stressful and crazy, and truthfully I dont know that it will go through. I have decided that whatever happens will happen. I'm genuinely excited for the people in my life, and I know things will happen for me when they are supposed to!